A Letter To My 25 Year Old Self

If you are reading this, it only implies one thing. That I……..

Let’s all take a deep breath and relax, that phrase doesn’t mean I’m dead, it only means I just clocked a year older. Happy 25th birthday to my humble self😊

The journey to 25 hasn’t been so good, I’ve had to face on challenges head on, some days I’m like “I know I can do this, I’ve got this”. But some days I’m like “ why does life have to be so unfair, I’m tired, I can’t do this anymore.” I’ve tried to give up many times, I’ve even asked God why is my life the way it is. Yes I know I’m not supposed to question God, it just happened.

Thinking back to everything I’ve been through, sitting in the dark most day crying my eyes out, immediately after I’ll start smiling like I won a lottery. Lol. I’m really grateful to be where I am, it’s not where I’m supposed to be. But since I know where I’m going and that eventually I’ll get there, it’s okay.

Something I’ve learnt overtime is that it’s alright to feel your emotions, if you have to cry do so, if you need sometime for yourself then take it. However, never stop believing in God. Believe that he has a plan for you, and that plan is in motion. As long as you believe and keep on putting the effort you’ll get what you’re supposed to get.

Note to self: Dear Bernice, you’ve done a great job so far and you’ll continue doing so. I’m always rooting for you. You’ve got this.😘 Happy birthday again B.